Something Fishy

I can tell something fishy is going on with Max. When I came home from school the other day he was talking on the phone and when I came in the room he started talking really quiet. When he saw me listening he walked into the other room. I went upstairs to listen on another phone and when I picked up I could hear another woman's voice on the other end. He heard the click and said "Lillian?" right after she finished talking about how great it is going to be or something. I hung up immediately and denied everything when he accused me of listening in. I think that he is up to something. I knew something was up with this guy. I'm going to have to be especially on the look out in the next few days. Keep very close tabs on him.

Worse Days In a While

Today was one of the worse days that I have had in a while. Obviously living in the middle of the woods, surrounded by moron's all day in school, coming home to a mother who is planning a wedding to a loser doesn't describe the dream life of a 9 year old, but i've learned to live with what I've been dealt. However, today my (sorry for swearing) crappy life has taken a turn for the even worse. It's very difficult for me to even write about right now.  But we had to give Buckley back to the pound.

Sucking It Up

Someone who shall remain nameless just advised me to suck it up with the fact that my mom is marrying Max. And although some may consider that to be good advice, I however do not. It's easy for someone who is looking at the situation to consider me being immature for trying to prevent his marriage from happening, but they are idiots. They do not know Max. They do not know how stupid he is and how much of a tool he is. He is the worst, and he will never be anything of a father figure to me.

I forgot to mention

I forgot to mention that I have to be especially healthy these days. I have doubled my vitamin doses and drink herbal tea before bed, my mom has been sneezing and caughing up a storm these days and its really just got me worried. I can't be getting sick. I feel as though my immune system could be on the decline, although I read that living in places like the woods should actually increase your immune system, I'm worried this isn't my case.

A changed girl

As much as a really hate to admit it, I am starting to enjoy Buckley's company. He's a crazy dog though. I went outside today to read my book and he came with me and was running around like a maniac. Then he did the most disgusting thing I have ever seen.

Buckley

Max got me a dog. An actual dog, not a stuffed one that can be washed and thus sanitized every other day to prevent things such as lice and flea infestation but a living breathing dog. His name is Buckley and he is a mutt. Thanks Max, as if a dog isn't bad enough you had to get me one that is more inclined to disease and health risks.

After School

My mom has me involved in an after school program because she is so busy now with work and the wedding. She says that she wants to have a wedding by the end of the summer so she needs to start planing it all now. I wish she would realize sooner that Max is a huge loser so she doesn't waste her time planning this thing.